as useless as…
How to not let all these be a self hate. All these unseen progress, all these anxieties, all these adrift feelings waiting to be felt- very sure to be denied.
An anchor of bad, bad news who are always smiling through the news delivery.
Not one regret. The only regret is the regret of not regretting.
Being dumb and make no Progress.
Being unable to speak
In front of everyone,
About destinies,
Up for yourself,
Something clear,
Without stutter,
Without meaning mismatched between head and mouth.
There you go, the self-destruction.
That you keep declining because of how busy you are these days.
But you know you deserve it
Al the feelings of unworthiness.
Of course you do
You haven’t got any forward steps.
So why rub your genitals again
for pleasure?
Why try to forget that way?
Aren’t you going to regret it?
Still,
Your life is a circle.
Tomorrow is today
You are nothing for comparison
you are that bad
very, very bad
As useless as…
